i have a new story to post on the site. i might do it tonight…but i am genuinely afraid that the posting of this specific story will turn it into reality and that the horrible tragedy that occurs within it will really happen and i will be left, after having gone insane, having to clean up the…

well, i don’t want to spoil it for you.

also, life has mimicked online life.  i don’t call people back when they call me, because i am a bad person and forget almost everything that occurs from day to day.  in such a way, i am very bad about leaving comments on other people’s xangas when they have left one on mine, which i consider a very rude thing to do but sometimes i just forget, though i always read their xangas.  sigh.  if this is you, i appologize for my inherent rudeness.