my computer ages as a human ages, only much faster.  it no longer starts up as quickly as it used to, as it did three years ago when it was new, and when it does, successfully load it is often very slow and confused, not understanding what it is exactly that i want it to do.  i don’t blame it; it’s running windows, and any computer running such an inherently erred piece of programming is bound to see its end prematurely.  for instance, the reason for its latest upset is because i loaded the newest update for windows xp–the update crashed my computer.  i just wish i had more time with it. 

in any case, i am using the computers at the public library for the time being.  i’ve been spending a little time here; i ride a bike, and it’s on the way home, and the lighting feels very welcoming and sterile.  being here, i’ve realized that i don’t actually hate people per say, but rather college students.  few college students come in here; they usually go to the campus library, or, let’s be realistic, a bar or keg party.  when a college student does come in, i like to glare at them.  they don’t belong here.  i may be a college student, but i am not like them.  they need to be ostracized like sex offenders. 

i am embarassed at my lack of posting on my site.  did i tell you i had 7,043 hits last month?  some of those people must think of me as a lazy fool, a sloth-like procrastinator who doesn’t even have enough will to make himself appear unslovenly.  and they’d be right.  i have about three stories ready to type and post, but they are not with me, and i don’t like posting them on public computers.  i also have about 6 more photos for the no. series, but i need to edit them.  i will try. try try try.